“It’s this level of, I have this, I’ve got this and it’s all okay. I never felt that I could fool myself into thinking it and I could hold onto it temporarily when things were good. Now I feel like that confidence is present even when things are not good or when things are on the way to be resolved. I feel that I have a lot more self-confidence. I have more of a stronger voice, it is like more of me is in the picture and a bigger ability to deal with anything that comes my way.”